Blog #6

Dear Pudge,
I really think that you should talk to Jake. You could learn what really happened if you talk to him. You have to face the fact that Alaska didn't actually love you. She was just attracted to you when she was drunk. It's not like you would have had some long, everlasting relationship. Plus she had a boyfriend that she really liked. Eventually, you two would have broken up. I don't think anyone could have handled Alaska as a girlfriend or spouse. Another thing I believe is that she's dead and you have to move on. You can't dwell on the past forever. It's terrible that she died, but forget about it. You're going to be miserable if you don't. Also I'm glad you talked to Lara. She was completely right about everything she said. You were really mean for not talking to her. You should have told her the whole truth. You kept the real truth a secret without even telling her what really happened. You aren't going to solve what happened to Alaska unless someone knew something you didn't. I really just think if you ask everybody you'll have a significantly better chance of finding out what happened. Good luck with your struggle for the truth.